Wednesday, December 29, 2010

The year that was

2010 is almost at an end and 2011 is just around the corner. So what happened in the year that was? I was thinking back this morning and found that a lot has happened since January 1.

Kayleigh, my oldest graduated from college.
Jonathan my oldest son, graduated from high school.
Alison and her husband Ryan blessed us with our first grandchild.
Simon, my youngest continues to grow and is in the sixth grade. His goal is to master the drums and guitar.

A great deal of things happened over this last year and it is good to sit quietly to reflect on them. Things happen so fast and we get caught up in the moment as they happen. Only to forget about them as soon as the next big event comes about. Looking back over the year I realize that a huge amount of things happened and many many blessings of God were seen.

If we are not careful we miss them due to business. God really desires us to remember. He does so because it shows us how he is at work in our lives, even during the bad times. When I reflect on this past year there were operations, graduations, slipped disks, courses taken and passed, struggles with losses and celebrations of new beginnings. In the midst of it all: God IS. What a beautiful thing to remember.

What will happen in this new year to come? what new places will we venture to? What changes in life will occur? All of these questions will be answered by this time next year. The journey is life and we are all on it. It is how we choose to handle the road that makes us who we are. God desires to walk with you and me every step of the way. I invite you to invite him! After all, he is the author and perfector of our faith, and each event that we encounter in 2011 is an opportunity to see God at work and thus increase our faith in the fact that he cares deeply for us.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Come, they told him pa rum pa pum pum

As I start this piece this snowy Vermont morning I am digging into my new holiday traditional breakfast: Holiday Capt' Crunch!! Yum. The breakfast of wanna be champions. Seriously though it is a beautiful morning. 4 " of brand new snow is on the ground insuring a white Christmas here in the North country.

Lisa is on her last official day for 2010, as is my oldest, Kayleigh. As soon as she is done, she and Eddie will be here for a week. Allie, Ryan and Miles will be coming over at 10 on Christmas morning to open gifts. That is if we can hold Jon and Simon off till then. It is great how my family get's bigger each year. I look forward to the holiday's that we all get to be together. Makes me greatful for them and their journying home. It's a gift that costs nothing but it is the most precious of all.

It is sad to me though as I think this morning about the grumpiest of people this time of year. Now I am speaking of my world here, but it seems that those who have the most material posessions are the least happy and greatful. Sad. If they really understood what Christmas was about they would be happy with the free gift given them. I remember the year that I had no job at Christmas. It was a lean year and we asked the kids what the one thing was they wanted. They didn't ask for much and were blessed on Christmas morning. I got a pair of socks that year, but I also got the huge blessing of love, health and happiness from each of my kids. I suppose that is why I love the "Little Drummer Boy" song so much. The little sprout had nothing but his drum to give. His gift of music, born out of love and recognition of the Christ Child. This is one of my favorite versions.

LITTLE DRUMMER BOY: IT AIN'T YER GRAMMA'S VERSION


As you and your's gather together this Christmas, remember it's not about what is under the tree. It's who is around it. Enjoy the time, rejoice in great company and celebrate the holiday. You never know if next year someone may be missing or at war or graduated to glory. The greatest gift given was laid in a feeding trough some 2000 years ago. It is he who has come, King of Kings and Lord of Lords. So come and behold him and rejoice that "today, in the city of David, a Saviour has been born to you. He is Christ the Lord." [Luke 2]

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Dad, "the box" is here!

It's the phone call I get every year at the office. For years one of my kids calls with excitment in their voice to tell me 'the box' from Vovo has arrived. It's a Christmas tradition in our home that has been happening since I don't know when. This year, the call came from Jon. So what's it all about?

I remember way back as a little kid when chaos ruled in life. There came a point when things finally settled down and we had a place to live that we could really call home. Christmas was a special time of the year, and it was when everyone decended upon our house because Ma said that the kids shouldn't have to track all over the place on Christmas day. I can still remember the olive drab crock pot that the chicken wings were cooking in and the most awesome 'little cheese cakes' Ma would make. Can't have 'em anymore, but man were they yummy.

As I got older and things got bad for me, I left home and moved here to northern VT to live with an aunt and uncle, leaving behind all those things. I don't really rememeber when Ma decided to do it, but we began getting 'the box'. It was full of ALL of my favorite treats from years past. Especially the jelly cookies!! Each year we would wait for it to arrive, and as the kids grew it became the focal point of the Christmas season. Even today, my oldest, living down state asked me if she would get her own box from Vovo since she wasn't living at home anymore. How important is 'the box?' Very!

It is a tradition that brings a piece of my childhood back to me each year, leaving me and my family blessed beyond belief. It is just cookies and breads and treats, but it is so much more. It's the love of my Ma, who years ago helped bring order and love to chaos. In her own little way she sends each year, that bit of home that I remember so well. I love you Ma!

What traditions do yo have? Slow down, settle in and enjoy the love of family, friends and our Father in heaven this Christmas season. How much peace on Earth would there be if we all did that?

Enjoy the video. It say's a lot!


Monday, December 20, 2010

fa la la la la la la la la...get out of my WAY!

Happy December 20 to you! How many Grinches do I have out there, today a mere five days before Christmas? Now I understand that there are those who have troubles with the holiday's for family reasons and such but if you're just scrooging it cuz you're cranky and wish you didn't have to deal with anything this Christmas, then please don't.

I woke up this morning, as I do every morning. Mostly because if I didn't wake up each morning then I'd be...well not awake, I was thinking about what I focus on most this time of year. I found that the focus has changed over the years. I am older now and am very content to just have my family around me. It blesses me when my house is full, the fire is roaring in the fire place, and everyone is in conversation throughout the house. Suprisingly I am not all that bothered when I go Christmas shopping. Even when those beautiful blue haired old ladies drive up the back of my heel, mulitple times as I stand at the side of the aisle. Giving them cause to glare at me as those I stuck my foot out intentionally to slow them down in their shopping endevours.

We can choose everyday whether we want to be grumpy or happy. Regardless of what is going on in life, or what your situation may be we have the ability to choose how we respond. Often I talk of Paul the Apostle when I look at how to form attitude. More often than not Paul got the short end of the stick and rejoiced in the LORD anyway.

It is Christmas! A time to rejoice in the fact that GOD so LOVED the world that he gifted his SON to US. If we have the fa la la la la: GET OUT OF MY WAY focus on, we miss the essence of GOD and what he was trying to do for us. It's not about presents, it's about THE present. Now don't get me wrong, presents are fun! Yet is that really what it is all about? Are we healthy? Are our kids healthy, happy and enjoying life? Did a loved one make it back from the field of battle in time for Christmas? Did a family member make it through surgery this year? All are blessings to thank GOD for.

Did you lose a loved one this year? Is a loved one still on the battle field? Are you struggling as a family this year? Is that job still not available and you're almost at the end. The LORD can and desires to be your strength![Psalm 121]

This Christmas, no matter what your situation, may GOD richly bless you! May he mend your heart, fill the emptiness, give you peace and rest. May he hold you directly in the palm of his hands as long as you need him to. Look to Jesus "...The author and perfecter of our faith. Who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning it's shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." [Hebrews 12:2] And he is "The wonderful counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of peace." [Isaiah 9:6a]

Seek him out today, it will be the greatest gift you can ever give yourself.
If you know someone who is hurting this Christmas, bless them with a hug, a prayer, a cup of coffe. It's a simple act of kindness that shows Jesus in a real way.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Fearfully and wonderfully made

As I awoke this morning and lay in bed, that voice in my head that at times can get pretty weird simply said: "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made." [Psalm 139:14] Not weird at all. My Pug on the other hand is. The moment he senses movement it is his time to go outside, whether I like it or not. In taking him out this morning, with boots rather than croc's (if you follow me on Twitter you'll understand), I missed the beauty of what God had painted for a picture.

I didn't see it until I drove into the office. There was such a beauty in the new fallen snow that I just had to praise him for such a wonderful picture. Now anyone who know's me understands that winter and I do not get along at any level. Which makes this morning all the more amazing, as God spoke to my heart through his creation. I love it when he does that.

It blesses me to no end when he does that because he defines for me in those moments that we are his creation, fearfully and wonderfully made. We are designed to worship him, and be in awe of him. Sometimes that happens in the quiteness of devotions or in a worship service. Sometimes it's happens as we head down a slippery, snow covered interstate surrounded by mountains, painted with the dusting of icy snow and mist. How beautiful.

The hustle and bustle of life and the tyranny of the urgent has at times caused me to move too fast, too focused and too directed to journey off the beaten path of life and enjoy the wonder of Yahweh's creation. Shame on me! The LORD created me for fellowship, he created me in his image so I could enjoy life and all it has to offer. I am fearfully and wondefully made, and so are you!

Sit back, look about you, and enjoy his creation today. Soak in his majesty as he blesses you with picture upon picture on the canvas of his creation.


Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Away in a manger--The Night LOVE came to town

Last evening we had our Ranger/M-Pact christmas party and it was pretty cool. As is usual, Julia and Brian open the service in the main hall and we sang some Christmas songs. While Veggie tales is cool I still prefer Third Day! One of the songs we sang was "Away in a manger" and as it played, I got to thinking about just how rough of a scene it really must have been.

Think about it for a minute. All of the roughness of a dark, dank barn and all the lovely aroma's afforded in such a place, just what was the KING of GLORY thinking? Why leave the beauty of eternities shore and the throne of your Father to come to Earth a helpless child who could not even feed yourself? I was listening to part four of Scott Wilson's Christmas series yesterday and the U2 song he used this week was "When Love came to town". You know the one with B.B. King. If you haven't heard it afford yourself 3:57 to listen.




Two things to remember this Christmas season.
1) What were we like before LOVE came to town? I know I wasn't what I would call the best person on the planet. Yet Jesus came to town (earth) for me, knowing full well all of my sins and shortcomings. Yet, he showed up on the scene as a completly helpless baby, dependent on the very creation he had come to save. Facinating! He came for ME. I cannot ever forget that!
2) What can we do to share such a gift? Remember: "God so LOVES the world!" We often get used to the fact that God loves us and our walk with him grows out of that. Which is awesome. Yet at times we forget he loves 'them' too!!

Find someone today who is lost, lonely and looking for that baby in a manger. LOVE NEEDS to come to town for them as well. What a gift to give someone: An encounter with the saviour.

Isn't that what Christmas is all about: God showing his love for us in the form of an infant, born 2000 years ago away in a manger...

Saturday, December 11, 2010

The challenges of Joseph and Mary

In preparing for tomorrow's message I am just struck over and over by the major challenges Mary and Joseph faced as they stepped into a new reality. It wasn't a quaint little story that was cookie cutter clean. It really wasn't...

1) When they faced the impossible, improbable, and unexplainable could they be assured in their hearts that with God all was possible? She had never been with a man, and Joseph knew that. Yet she was pregnant.

2)Did they think that God would come through for them once they stepped out and followed him on the new road in front of them? Because it went against 1200 years of tradition.

3) When God called them down roads yet defined, were they willing to abandon all they KNEW for what HE KNOWS? The minute they decide to step out toward God, terror turned to faith as he built there trust in him.

Three very probing questions for us as we are all called by God to walk roads that he defines for our lives. Can we move from being terrified of the unknown and into faith? For "faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." [Hebrews 11:1] Every step taken down the road that God has defined for you creates faith in the very core of your being. Why? Because you are stepping out in trust that when God calls you to something he will be faithful to complete it.

How do we know that Mary, a 13 year old girl from the hill country town of Nazareth gave birth to the Saviour of the world? Because: "Nothing is impossible with GOD." [Luke 1:37]

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

The Bravado of the BOSS

You know there is a saying heard at times throughout the sports world that goes something like this: "Never let your mouth write a check that your..." well you finish it. This past Monday night in my hometown of Foxboro MA, the New England Patriots schooled the New York Jets! It was a beautiful game, one that will haunt Rex Ryan I am sure for the rest of the season.

Mr. Ryan spent the better part of a week and a half writing checks, only to find that when it came time to cash them the account was empty. Sad really, because (as much as this pains me to say) the Jets are a fine football team. However, as D.L. Moody once said: "When a man thinks he has got a good deal of strength, and is self-confident, you may look for his downfall." The Jets left Foxboro humiliated, not humble, but humiliated. All because someone made it very clear that the Patriots were going to meet up with the new Kings of the East.

I was reading through John's gospel this morning and saw that Jesus wrote a lot of checks too.
"The woman said, 'I know that Messiah (called Christ) is coming. When he comes, he will explain everything to us.' Then Jesus declared, 'I who speak to you am he.'" [John 4:25-26]
"You diligently study the Scriptures because you think that by them you possess eternal life. These are the scriptures that testify about me, yet you refuse to come to me to have life." [John 5:39-40]
"Then Jesus declared,'I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty." [John 6:35]

I could go on and on and on but those scriptures paint a very good picture of a man who thinks extremly high of himself. The difference with Jesus is he backed up everything he said with miracle after miracle and a proclamation of victory over death itself. If Jesus were not LORD everyone of these claims would be checks written against an empty account. Had Jesus not risen from the dead, we would have a very arrogant man with empty boasts.

Jesus filled the account with miracles and healings and prophetic words, giving validation to his claims of being the bread of life, the Messiah and the fulfillment of the Scriptures.

The fundemental difference between Rex Ryan (and all of us who boast) and Jesus of Nazareth is this: We think we have the strength and power, Jesus KNEW he had it, and he proved it time and again.

I'll take the bravado of my BOSS any day, cuz when he walked out of that grave on the third day, Salvation came to mankind and validation of every word he ever spoke was secured!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Awesome Awesome

Just got back from Elevate Youth. I have the most awesome group of students and leaders.
Love 'em all

Nuff said...

Good night and remember Jesus can change your world if you just let him!!
When he does, SHARE it. It's Christmas and what better gift to give.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Are you living, looking or running?

I was listening to *Scott Wilson's sermon series for this Christmas on AGTV this past week. If you get a chance, look it up. He's doing an entire series on U2(too) songs regarding the Christmas story.

One comment he made caused me to sit back in my chair and ponder. He said over and over that the sermon was "for you too", get it? Meaning don't try to figure out who it applies to outside of yourself, but apply it to YOURSELF. Cool, right? Wrong. It's always easier to apply lessons to others, that way we are always OK.

There are so many things that we can do in life as we grow as Christians, but laying our lives down before the altar of God in reflection is not a favorite thing. I know I am not alone in this. We all have the great concern that our brothers and sisters in Christ are walking in the LORD. Yet we take little time in reflective prayer regarding our hearts and walks.

The U2 song for the first sermon was "I still haven't found what I'm looking for," is based on the Magi looking for Jesus. For the record, U2 is one of my all time favorite groups, so I am having a blast with this series. THANKS to the Assemblies of God (shameless promotion here) for creating AGTV and to all the pastors who post their sermons there! Check it out, many awesome resourses there. Anyway, getting back to Pastor Scott. He made a comment about how we struggle with God sometimes and because we don't feel like he is answering us we walk away. Then when things get really bad we blame him. Not cool.

If we are going to have a relationship with the God of the universe, we need to understand that the only variable in that relationship is us. God does not change, he is from everlasting to everlasting and he cares so deeply for us that he sent Jesus. So if on Tuesday things get rough, don't run. Fall on your knees, look to the heavens, pray like your life depends on it and you will find what you are looking for. Then go out and live the power-filled, spirit-filled life that God is calling you to. Unshaken and unmoved by your circumstance, but firmly grounded in the one who came looking for you!

"The Soveriegn LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights." Habakkuk 3:19

* These thoughts are my take away's from Pastor's Scott's message, and not Pastor Scott's message. Thanks Pastor Scott for the word and the seed that was planted in my heart.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Distractions

1440 minutes fly by. Yet it is the same speed every day. Each one of us finds new ways to fill our time. The question is are we productive? For the most part yes, but there are so many distractions that take away from our main task in life. We are called to love God, love others and make disciples.

Sometimes we are distracted by seemingly 'good things'. The problem becomes however, that the good thing takes away from the main thing. A lot of things going on I know. Therein lies the issue. We become distracted. This Christmas season spend time blessing people. A smile offered to a grumpy shopper, a helping hand to someone who hates Christmas and wishes you would too, or a blessing for someone who would curse you for being you.

THE LORD Jesus tells us: Love GOD, love others and make disciples. He never said that by doing so the journey would be a cake walk, at least not in my Bible. But then again I may be reading the wrong version. As we start this beautiful holiday season, let's rejoice in the fact that God so loved the world, (THE WORLD) that he gave his one and only son, so that we may have life everlasting! [John 3:16 paraphrase]

I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. [John 16:33]

Grab onto Jesus and be an overcomer and a person who blesses today! Who knows that grumpy shopper you bless may be me =]

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

1440 minutes

Good morning to you, well almost mid-day. As I sit and type I am struck by how the tyranny of the urgent consumes the minutes availiable to me every day. There are exactally 1440 minutes each day allotted to every human being. That is the one area where we are all equal. Now what we do with them is where the dividing line comes in. We are world changers, movers and shakers, problem solvers or we are couch potatoes, political whiners and part of the problem. It's our choice as to how we cash in those minutes allotted to us. Just remember that once cashed in they are non-refundable.

Ebeneezer Scrooge found that out. One of my all-time favorite stories (my kids will attest to this) is A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens. In it we find this rickety miserly old man who hates eveything and everyone, including himself. Lo and behold he is confronted with three spirits who take him on an journey that shows him his life and all that he lost. All based upon choice. He was given 1440 minutes each day and he chose to utilize them in a way that left him all alone, cantancerous and hated.

Once he was shown what he had lost as a result of his choices, he had a change of heart and "became as fine a man as the old town knew." I love that no matter how far gone we can be as long as we are given another day, we can choose to spend our minutes wisely. Ebeneezer learned that his choices had ramifications beyond himself, and changed how he did things.

There is a verse in the 90th Psalm (Moses's Psalm) that says: "Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain a heart of wisdom." [Psalm 90:12]

How will you cash in your minutes today?

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Happiness is a state of mind

I tweeted a week or ago that 'Happiness is as much an act of the will as it is a state of mind. Don't let your circumstances dictate your mood.'That thought struck me as I was headed to of all places, the dump. One of my least favorite things to do and places to go. As I was thinking to myself, well more whining actually about the 'dump run' I heard that gentle whisper. Not that God is overly concerned about my trash disposal, but he is however very concerned with my state of mind and my heart.

Paul of Tarsus, has always facinated me with his change of heart on the Damascus road. He was a man who went through life boiling mad at anyone who he felt defied the Law of Moses. [Acts 9:1] Yet when confronted by Jesus he changed; his heart changed. He, in the span of a short time went from persecutor to the persecuted. Yet in all of his writings he is full of joy regardless of his circumstances. Well except for the last few chapters of 2 Corinthians and a section of Galatians. He never let his circumstances dictate his mood. Good thing, because he fought an uphill battle from the Damascus road to the Mamertine dungeon in Rome. Yet along the way shook the Roman Empire with the Gospel.

We are into the Christmas season, where worries abound. Some are without jobs, money, home, or have lost family members. Some are dealing with sickness and hospital or just plain struggle at this time. Grab onto Jesus . 'Happiness is a state of mind' I have found, is not a cheesy statement that I made up on a dump run. It's a Biblical fact found in Christ, that say's regardless of our circumstances He is in control and we can choose to be happy in that. That doesn't get rid of the circumstances, but it does keep us from being controlled by them.

From prison Paul wrote to the Philippians, and many many times he reminded them to rejoice or to be happy. Remember he was in prison. He always put it this way: 'Rejoice in the LORD'. In other words be happy in him regardless where you find yourself.

'Do not be conformed any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.' [Rom 12:2]

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Oh Happy Day

T minus one till Thanksgiving. Vacation has officially started and the desserts are going to be made when Lisa get's home. I cannot wait.

Right now Allie and Miles are over, so I am not doing much except hanging with my grandson and watching Allie make the orange sherbet salad that Lisa always has made. Allie is an awesome mom and a fine cook.

Kay took care of hordevoures, but is going to her boyfriend's house for Thanksgiving with them. Bummer cuz she has turned into an awesome cook too! No wonder I am such a well rounded individual. She will be proud that I spelled hordevoures correctly. At least I think I did.

May everyone have a fantastic and blessed Thanksgiving. God's richest blessings!!

GO PATRIOTS

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

The new office and old traditions

As I type this morning I am sitting at my desk, but it's pointed the wrong way. You see it has been moved into the "spare room/office". The sure sign that I am getting older. This room at one point over the last 20 years was the bedroom to three of my children. Now it is part my office and part "the spare room". A fancy name for storage bin of all that cannot be elsewhere.

As I get older, I see things differently and sense that time marches at a different pace. I get excited like a little kid when Thanksgiving and Christmas roll around. It is a blessing to see my kids come home for the holidays and get excited as adults about our traditions. All the things that we as a family have created over the years that mean so much to Lisa and I have become important to our kids. I guess that is how it is supposed to be. It's the connectedness of the family that grows larger as my house get's emptier.

That is what makes the holiday's so special, their journey home
even as they start their own families and traditions. I am a blessed man as my quiver continues to gather arrows [Psalm 127:4-5].
So whether you have children that cannot make it home or are on their way, be blessed as you gather together and enjoy each others company. God has given us great gifts in each of our children. Soon enough, too soon in fact, that bedroom turns into your office and the spare room. It's how it is supposed to be, but that is what makes it so special when they come home to linger for a day or two and reclaim it as their own.

Monday, November 22, 2010

VACATION

Elevate youth was fun last night. One could tell that the majority of my students had started their Thanksgiving break. I got up to speak and the looks on their faces said it all. Getting them focused is going to be like hearding cats. While it is humorous, it is highly unproductive.

I love my students! For their honesty, their genuineness, and their dedication to each other. I pray that all have a great Thanksgiving and a restful vacation week. May you be clothed with the full armour of God. [Eph 6], so that you are prepared for everything this world has to throw at you.

Lastly, remember that you have value and purpose!! God did not put you here simlpy to take up space and use air. He designed you for a reason. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. The fact is that "you were created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for you to do." Ephesians 2:10 You are all awesome and precious in God's sight. I am proud and thankful to be your Pastor!

Have a blessed week and overcome the darkness of this world with random acts of love and kindness. Love the unlovable, give a hand to those who hate and laugh at you. BE World-Changers

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Ever lasting

Stepped out this very chilly morning to walk our Pug and saw the most beautiful moon I have seen in a while. Apparently it is the blue moon. Whatever that means. There's an explaination on Google and Yahoo this morning, but I didn't read it.

What I did read though, just by happenstance was Psalm 8, where David talks about how majestic God is, and I wondered how many times David walked the roof in Jerusalem and looked at the same bright full moon. It's those small things that remind me that this universe was put together piece by piece by the greatest designer ever.

So with my mind the way it is, kind of like a squirrel chasing it's tail in the middle of the freeway, a song popped into my head. "Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades, and the cry of my heart is to bring you praise oh my soul cries out, from the inside out..." Now I don't know if that is exactally how the song goes, but you get the point.

How awesome is our God? Well, John re-tells the Genesis story of creation in the first chapter of his gospel: "In the beginning was the word...in him was life, and that life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood (better rendered "has not overcome") it.

His Majesty is Everlasting Enjoy the day and be blessed.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Make a difference today

Spent some time yesterday listening to Mark Batterson, an awesome pastor from the DC Metro area. If you get a chance check his blog out.

Anyway, I woke this morning thinking on what I could do to make a difference in the the world, as well as my little corner of it. You know the Pete Seeger statement I have quoted before: Think Globally, act locally. With all the negative that floats around, it's a wonder we have any desire to get out of bed. Jesus never focused on the negative. He saw an issue and spoke about how it could be fixed with and through God the Father. He suffered more than any man ever has and marched toward his destiny.

Paul from the time he was called on the Damascus road, he was "shown how much he must suffer for my (Jesus) name". Acts 9:16 Yet he rejoiced in all of it for the rest of his days. I learned something as I lay in bed this morning; whiners don't change the world. Winners do!

Be a winner today. That's my goal. Find where God is working around you and join him. Look for solutions where others give up. Find a way to show the gospel in lived out action.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Worthy of my faith

Hey, it's been a while. It's been busy, too busy. Elevate youth and other area churchs took off to the fall retreat and it was great time. It is now time to focus on the rest of the year and growing Elevate youth. I have a great group of leaders and an awesome group of teens.

We continue to wrestle and talk about beliefs and truths. So I ask this question: "Why Jesus?" Or I could ask it another way: "Why not any other world religion or belief system?" When I ask these questions, I find it somewhat amusing and yet sad, that most people give more thought to buying a car than they do in choosing what it is they will believe as it relates to our existance.

Belief systems are not just something that we find comfort in when things are tough and we need something bigger than us. Each belief system supposedly answers life's questions for those who are seeking. But I would challenge that. Some beliefs simply create more questions than they bring answers.

Of the four major religions, Hinduism, Buddism, Islam and Christianity, only Christianly offers answers to our origins, why we are actually here, how we are supposed to live with ourselves and each other and defines our purpose for being IE: our destiny as human beings. Also, the definitive difference between Christainity and all other world religions is that only Jesus actually made the claim that he was God. With that being said, his claims should be investigated in a way that is different than the others.

Jesus said he was truth. He stated that he was God's son. He claimed that his one and only purpose was to die for humankind's sins and most importantly he claimed that once killed he would rise from the dead. That claim in and of itself seperates him from any other philosopher in history. If Jesus did not raise from the dead then the Bible is in fact just another book. However, if Jesus did raise from the dead then we best look deeply at his claims and life.

I believe that Jesus did rise from the dead, that the Bible is a very accurate representation of his life and ministry. I also believe that there is enough evidence to reasonably conclude these things, even though faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things unseen (Hebrews 11:1). God requires faith. However because Jesus had/has all the answers to life's most important questions he is worthy of our faith. An example: I have always bought X type of car and will buy no other kind because I have always had good luck with it. I have faith that the next car I buy will be as good as the last because that company has proven worthy of my faith in them. If we investigate Jesus,(as hard as we would investigate when purchasing a new car)we will find it very difficult to disprove his claims.

If we have the courage to read scripture, test it and apply it to our lives, we will find that it provides all the answers as to why we are here, how we are to treat each other, what our purpose is and what ultimatly is our final destination.

One final thought: Just because I believe Jesus is LORD doesn't make it so. He is LORD because he said so and proved it by raising himself from the dead. I stand on that by faith because he has proven himself worthy of my faith.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Why is there air? Is it really true? Hey I don't believe there is!

Have you ever wandered through life wondering if you were living in the Matrix? Is this real? Is what I am doing just some big game and I am just some dupe unaware of what is going on? Really what is the truth of existence? Are we really here and why is there air? (A great Bill Cosby skit by the way)

As a youth Pastor you get some off the wall questions. Some meant to set you off, some to be goofy and others asked out of a genuine heart that just make you go: 'Huh, where did we go wrong as a society to cause a question like that?' We are on the precipice of losing a generation of students because they not only have a hard time with the very concept of God, they question if there really is any truth. If we live in a world where there is no truth, then there is no lie either. If there is no lie, then we have to assume there is no right and no wrong, nor is there a basis to define what is morally good or evil. So what then really is the question? Why is there air? How can we even have a reasonable discussion regarding the deeper things of life if there is no basis for absolute truth. For if we believe that as long as it's true for you then it's the truth we are left in a dangerous position. It gives us no room to say anything is wrong. That means the acts of Crusaders (supposedly acting according to God's will, yet not matching the call of the gospel) and people like Hitler, Stalin, Pol Pot and their ilk are justified because they truthfully thought they were doing what was best for society. Without truth we have no basis to define evil because nothing can truly be wrong. It is absolutely terrifying to think and believe that truth is either all relative or just non-existent.

There are ways to know what is true and what is not. Way's that reach beyond opinion. That will be in the next blog. Today however, I leave you with this: "Jesus answered,'I am the way, the TRUTH and the life.'" [John 14:6 NIV] Truth is a person as well as a concept. Jesus proved that by raising himself from the dead. That is not a "just what I believe statement and therefore for me its true." That statement is either truth or it is a LIE, and if I believe a lie...what does that make me?

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Raising the bar

As we look at a brand new school year many challenges await you, our students. One of the biggest is learning to stand on what you believe in the midst of unbelief.

Too often we are tempted to give up ground in order to fit in. That compromises who we are and ultimatly defines our character. Each day you are confronted with choices. Sometimes they are very easy, at other times they are extremely difficult. Remember however, that you never walk alone. Jesus promised to always be with you, to support you and to encourage you through his word. He also has put around you adults who have a desire to walk with you and mentor you. There are times when you need advise, as well as a reminder of who you are and who it is that you belong to. Never compromise your beliefs in order to fit in. Never make decisions based upon peer pressure and feelings. Raise the bar this year. Set a higher standard and then ask Jesus to help you reach it for his glory.

You were born for a time such as this and God has called you to himself. Paul tells us that "We are God's workmanship, created in Jesus Christ to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." [Eph 2:10] If that is the case, then you have a purpose and destiny that has been defined by the Creator of the universe, and you should take that very seriously. You are valued more than you will ever know!!! So never lower your standards to fit in with the world. Raise the bar, set the standard, so the world can see the mark of Christ in your life. Who knows, maybe, just maybe they will want what you have. Isn't that really what it's all about?

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Burn the BOX!!!

The challenge we face today as followers of Jesus is to learn to listen and follow his vision even if it takes us way outside the "normal" bounds of how we the church has done things for the last century.

I was watching a very profound biblical movie the other night with Lisa and the boys, maybe you have heard of it...Evan Almighty. There is a scene where Evan is in his driveway and has just discovered that God has called him to build an ark. Evan begins this laundry list of his plans and what HE was going to do with his life. God, played once again by Morgan Freeman just busts out laughing. I instantly thought of the verse in Proverbs that says "the one enthroned in Heaven laughs." Wow, our best laid plans cause God to laugh. Why? Because most of the time we do not consult him regarding what we are to do.

Once Evan realized that he could not escape God's call, he set himself to building a boat. It was not outside the box thinking, it wasn't even cutting edge thinking. It was I have burned the box, thrown out the map and said 'OK GOD whatca got' kind of thinking.

That is the kind of thinking we need to have today if we are going to make any impact on this world for Jesus. I am not talking about making the gospel 'fun' [although if we can't laugh who can, that's another post], or watered down so that what is preached is just rubbish. Paul himself said that I have become all things to all men so that by doing so I may save some. [1 Cor 9:22-23] He never compromised the gospel, but he burned the box of conventional thinking to reach those who had not heard of Jesus. That is what we are supposed to do as well. Don't be afraid to burn the box of conventional thinking. Don't be afraid to push against the status quo of fundamentalism. Burn the BOX! Think of radical ways to reach people for Jesus. One random act of kindness at a time in the name of Christ will have an impact that will reach for generations to come.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Administrative duties yea!

Short blog today.

The new school year is upon us and we are gearing up for youth group! Today I get to do all the paperwork and administrative stuff that is always so fun! Not. But hey if I don't Shari will be less than happy with me, and for good reason.

It is going to be an awesome year. Be prepared for our fall retreat in October as that is our next bash event. As you all head off to school, stand tall! Walk firmly in your faith and love everyone, especially those who hate you the most!

Elevate youth and let Jesus shine in all you do...now back to paperwork.

Kirk out...

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Defining a new reality

In reading Scott Wilson's book: Steering through Chaos it is amazing how quickly someones world can be wrecked when a new reality is defined for us. In Acts chapter one, eleven men in the blink of an eye had their world wrecked as Jesus ascended into heaven with the instructions that they were now in charge of this endeavour. It was now up to them to bring the gospel first to Jerusalem, then to Judea, Samaria and the uttermost ends of the earth. Talk about introducing chaos and wrecking lives.

Think about it for a minute. For three plus years these men followed Jesus with the hope and desire to see his Kingdom come and his reign begin. When Jesus re-defined their reality in John chapters 13-17 they began to realize that things were not going to be as they had anticipated.

Isn't it that way for us also? We get in our heads how something is supposed to be done based upon what we perceive, or how it has always been accomplished in the past. That can be a very large roadblock when God wants to takes us down roads we have never been on before. That is exactly what happened to the disciples. He defined a new reality for them. One that they could have said 'no' to. They could have said: 'I just can't go there or do that. It's going to be too hard and stretch me too much.' Yet they didn't. They floundered for a while, but never lost sight of what Jesus, their leader had called them to. As a result, the church exploded and new converts were added daily. [Acts 2:47]

Scott Wilson says this: 'Change and transition provides wonderful opportunities, but will rattle people you lead to the core.' When that happens the best thing for us as a body to do is go to prayer, seek the guidance of the Holy Spirit and understand that GOD will speak clearly to us when we do. It is very good to pray individually, but to pray corporately allows GOD not only to speak, but to confirm his vision for us as a body.

Vision 2020 here at COTR is creating chaos and blessing at the same time. If we as a church seek GOD alone and together, the vision he has for us will present itself clearly. Jesus wants to define a new reality for us. One that will take us into the future and impact our community with the truth of the Gospel.

A leaders primary task is to define reality for his people. [Max Depree]

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Our Grandson

On August 12 , 2010 Miles Ryan was born. He is our first grandchild and we are blessed that God has given us another generation of family to watch grow. It is just another indication that the LORD desires we continue this experiment called life.

Sons are a heritage from the LORD, children a reward from him. [Psalm 127:3]

The Man of Prayer

In reading Psalm 109 Yesterday afternoon I was caught by one simple statement made by KING David. It says: '...but, I am a man of prayer.' Psalm 109:4b

I read through the Psalm multiple times in that one sitting trying to digest it all. David is troubled by all those around him who falsely accuse him, lie about him and curse him. They chose to do nothing but speak curses over the King and it drove David to the one place it should drive us all but seldom does: to prayer. We often times bite back, speak curses over someone who has hurt us or said something they should not have. David, as usual, chose to take it to God and allow him to handle the situation. Which is always the better route, as scripture tells us we are blessed or cursed as we bless and curse.

David was a man after God's own heart not because he was someone special. He was a man after God's own heart because he knew GOD was someone special and could be trusted with every issue or stress or hurt he ever had. All of that was born out of the fact that David, above everything else was a Man of Prayer. We are all challenged to be people of prayer, constantly seeking what God wants of us.

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to GOD. And the peace of GOD which transends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. [Phillipians 4:6-7]

Pray continually (withour ceasing) [1 Thessalonians 5:17]

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Find the balance

Last week I posted on my Facebook the following comment:

‎"I believe what really happens in history is this: the old man is always wrong; and the young people are always wrong about what is wrong with him. The practical form it takes is this: that, while the old man may stand by some stupid custom, the young man always attacks it with some theory that turns out to be equally stupid." --G.K. Chesterton--

Chesterton was a witty, comical man who had a depth of insight that we often times lack today.He pokes fun at both the old guard and the new, while giving no answer as to whom is actually right. What I am finding as I age is that how I perceived things in my younger days is no longer how I see them today. Why? The issues have not changed. It just appears that I have. With age comes wisdom, and the scriptures tell us to obtain wisdom and guard it.

There are people in my life who have gone before me, walked the road I am on, learned through the Holy Spirit what way is good, and seek to impart that knowledge. Yet, if I as a younger person (albeit an older/younger person) ignore their wisdom I miss out on valuable Godly insight. I have a couple men in my life who's insight I value very much and as painful as their insight is at times, I strive to apply it to my life and situation. It is part of the growth process that God has started in me. He puts those people in my path for that reason.

Who do you have in your life? Are there those old farts who always have advice for you as you venture down the road of life? Sometimes, in fact, most times if they are Godly people, they are seeking to help you avoid pitfalls and wrong turns. It hurts at times to hear the words of "the older generation" spoken into our lives. We even argue that they "don't really know what they are talking about." Those thoughts are just wrong. They have walked this road and have, I am willing to bet, picked up a bit of wisdom along the way. Let's try to listen to those whom God has blessed with many years under their belts.

Wisdom is found in those who take advice [Proverbs 13:10b]

Friday, August 6, 2010

Ozzie's a bright guy

In reading My utmost for his highest this morning I was struck by the following statement: "A christian is one who trusts the wit and the wisdom of God, and not his own wits. If we have a purpose of our own, it destroys the simplicity and leisureliness which ought to characterize the children of God.

Simplicity and leisureliness. Huh, that's a tough one. We are always so quick in how we do things and how we analyze, complicate and stress out about trying to figure out the mind of God. What does he want me to do? Where should I go? What does that mean? On and on it goes until we are so wrapped up in our thoughts and purpose that we miss the simple whisper of God.

Never get so caught up in doing, that we miss being in his presence. Society motivates us to go like crazy. Never sit still, it's unproductive! God directs us to BE STILL and know. Swim against the current today. Be simple and listen for that whisper. Who knows, you just might hear the heart of GOD in the midst of all the chaos.

Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountain apart and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. After the fire came a still small voice...Elijah heard it...and stood at the mouth of the cave. [1 Kings 19:11b-13]

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Chasing hard after God

Good wet morning.

Looking again at Judges and the sad issue of who's vision do we follow. As the people of Israel entered the promised land, they were operating under the leadership of Joshua and the vision God had given to him and Moses. Once in and settled each tribe went about their own business. Scripture tells us that once Josuha and the Elders died, things began to fall apart. We talked about how there were no next generation leaders raised up as Joshua had been. This was something that needed to happen if the nation was to continue moving forward under the vision that God had for them.

With no leaders, the nation became just a bunch of tribes occasionally united under a judge. What else was lost in the transition from a nomadic tribe to a nation that was to honor and proclaim the works of God? They adopted their own vision. One that was very dangerous. "In those days there was no King, and each man did what was right in his own eyes." In other words, they became their own god. Something that we wrestle with in society today, is it not?

As human beings one of the hardest things for us to do is to bring ourselves into submission under someone else's authority. We like to do it our way, make our own lives and plan our own course. When we accept Christ however, we need to realize we are actually giving him permission to lead and direct our course. We can't just do as we see fit. I mean we could, because God does not get in the way of our freedom to choose. Yet is that really giving ourselves over to God?

No matter what God has called you to do in this life, make sure that it is he that is leading you. Through prayer seek him and his direction so that his perfect purpose for you is being fulfilled. It is only in the center of God's will for us that we will be happy, fulfilled and at peace. Be diligent in seeking God in all you do. He will put you right where you need to be if you make him King.

Only when in the center of his will can we capture his vision for our lives, the church and our community. Joe Stowell from RBC ministries wrote when speaking of Psalm 63: "David understood that true joy and purpose come not from admiring God from a safe distance, but from chasing hard after him."

Chase hard after him today, he wants to be found by you.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Enter his gates

Yesterday at church Fifth Sunday led worship for the congregation. As teens they get nervous about how much practice time they have had and if the songs are right and how they will sound...well you get the picture.

As is usually the case, knowingly or unknowingly their concern for these things pulls them to trust in the LORD more and to seek the move of the Holy Spirit during worship. Songs that were for the most part picked months ago, blessed the body in a way that only God could orchestrate. It is a beautiful thing to hear a body of believers worship together and weep together as teens lead them.

There is never an age limit placed upon God's people before they are fit for service in the house of the LORD. Qualifications are an open heart, a servants attitude and a willingness to be used by God in whatever area he has gifted you in. This has always been the case with Fifth Sunday. Since this will be the last time that this particular line-up will perform together (Shay heads to VFCC in the fall) I would like to thank you for your three years of service to our church. I know the group will continue, as God has already raised up new students and younger students who will become worship leaders for years to come.

To Fifth Sunday, you bless me more that you will ever know! You bless COTR more than you will know with your ability to draw people into the presence of our King. I look forward to what God has in store for all of you! Keep the faith and understand that it is God who calls and it is He who enables us to do that which He calls us to.

Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. For the LORD is good and love endures forever; His faithfulness continues through all generations. Psalm 100:4-5 NIV

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Greater Love

There are some weeks that just stay with you forever because of significant events that occur. This week will be one of those.

In the midst of tragedy I saw Jesus operating in and through so many people. Jesus said in John 15:13, "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." [NIV] We often think this verse means we must die for someone to fulfill it's true meaning. That may be I suppose, but I see the laying down of a life in a more practical daily way. Things such as two young ladies praying with their friend in the midst of tragedy, making sure they were there for her. It's in the Mom's of those girls, who not only got their girls there, but were totally available to serve in anyway. Finally, I saw Jesus in the act of a group of individuals as they moved, served and mourned as one body. I have never in my life seen such service and dedication towards a family that suffered loss as I saw in these men. They truly laid down their lives so they could serve others.

That is what Jesus was talking about. Be in prayer for a family that is hurting and suffering at the loss of a loved one. We are called to lay down our lives for those we love. Sometimes laying our lives down in prayer as we beseech God for his comfort and blessing to be poured out is all we can do. So I say PRAY and BE Jesus to someone today.

"Be still and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. The LORD almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress." selah Psalm 46:10-11 NIV

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

A heart divided

Continuing on through Judges...

A sad book in scripture it is. Throughout this book there are the glimpses of the Glory that God promised a people who were faithful to him. Yet they are speckled throughout with the sad reality that one "did as they saw fit". Why?

They lost God's vision and call for them as his people. They became engrossed with the culture around them and did what they wanted. They had hearts that were divided. When things got very bad they would cry unto GOD, and he would hear them. This would bring about change for a season, but when their need was met they soon forgot GOD.

How true for us. When we sacrifice our calling for the ways that the world has to offer, our hearts become divided, and a heart divided cannot succeed in either place. When we give ourselves over to Gods will it must be complete. We cannot have one foot in the Glory and one foot in the swamp. God came to Israel's rescue every time they cried to him with a pure heart. Every time! He is a gracious God who desires that we give all to him. Jesus said we cannot serve two masters.

Lay hold of God's vision for you. Students, when God calls you to something, be radically sold out to that call. Never compromise what God has called you to. He knows what is the best for you, and desires to give it to you. The moment you compromise, your heart is divided and the enemy had a door to walk through.

While Judges is a sad book because each man did as he saw fit, it is also a book of God's absolute grace. We see throughout that each time his people humbled themselves, he heard them and answered them. That is the awesomeness of our God. No matter how far we go the wrong way, Jesus is just one prayer, one humbled heart away from putting you back on track toward his vision for you.

Monday, July 26, 2010

The next generation

I have just finished reading the book of Joshua and verse 31 states: "Israel served the LORD throughout the lifetime of Joshua and of the elders who outlived him and who had experienced everything the LORD had done for Israel." NIV

That is a very profound verse when starting the next book of scripture: Judges. Israel over the next years had glimpses of the glory scattered through times of apostasy. Why?

Moses was called of God to speak for and lead Israel from Egypt to the promised land. Aaron and Miriam had their assignments as well on the journey. Moses, as he grew as a leader, realized that the next generation needed someone to take his place. He needed to find someone the Lord would use to fulfill the roll that he faithfully filled. That person was Joshua son of Nun. He was the next generation, the leader who learned everything from Moses that he could in order to be a Godly leader for the people of Israel. Joshua lead well, as did the elders who survived him.

But what of the next generation? Who did Joshua and the elders mentor? Who did they pour their lives into and teach to lead in a Godly way so the precepts of the LORD would not be forgotten when they were gone? Where was the open transition of power to the next God called leader? These are important questions for me as I read through Joshua and Judges. I need to understand that in order for the church to grow, leaders need to be developed and released into ministry. My senior pastor is not just my senior, but he is my friend and mentor. Everything that he has learned over the last thirty years of ministry, he is teaching me and helping me develop as a pastor. Why? because for him, I am the next generation. His wisdom is critical and valuable for my success.

I, even now am looking to those in my youth group who have been called into ministry so that I can give what I have learned so far as they start their journey. If we are not willing to impart the knowledge that God has given us to those who will come after us, how will the Church look in the future? My feeling is that somewhere along the way Joshua and the Elders as good as they were at leading never raised up the next generation. As a result, Israel lost her identity. They followed whatever gods were being served up around them. Lets not make that mistake. Let's be looking to raise up the next generation of Godly leaders who will boldly take the name of Jesus before nations and kings.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

NNED youth camp

I have just returned from a week at camp with some of the most awesome students! NNED is a great place to serve in ministry. The LORD moved among our students in a powerful way. Pneuma from VFCC brough some awesome worship that opened the hearts of our students and Tony Cruz brought annointed messages straight from the word of God, pulling no punches on how we should never abandon our posts!

Thanks to Matt, Nate and Erik for overseeing and putting together an awesome week. The games were awesome and Matt's messages were right on. My students had a great time and cannot wait until next year.

I was especially blessed to see God work among my students. Each of them received from God and went home on fire. The youth of St. Albans VT are an awesome group of people and I pray that they continue to seek God with reckless abandon!

Talk to you again tomorrow
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